Being is strange, but wonderful too

I find it very difficult to expose myself figuratively. I constantly put masks on and sometimes I show who I really am to people I trust. With my mask I can't hide everything and this makes me vulnerable. I feel like my self-portrait: small in an infinite sea. The world is too big to grasp and it makes me insecure for what I mean for it. C├ęzanne inspired me to work with an unrecognizable nude. He painted naked as if it were something banal.